All up to me

I'm so tired right now. I just finished watching Troy...i've watched it a dozen times but I just can't get over with Brad Pitt! Anyway, enough of him. I got so many things in mind right now.

I just had my birthday yesterday. And it was boring...what can I expect, I guess I'm just a boring person.

It's sad...moments like this makes me want to cry. I missed my mother...This is my first birthday that she's not calling me, telling me sweet thoughts. She's a sweet sweet angel. I learned so many things when she left. Before, I was a selfish person, always thinking about me, me, and me. It's a total different view now, I'm more concerned about my little sis than anything. I lost both of my parents. Now it's all up to me.